you know, when you keep believin something and you wished it will going to be true someday and its turn to be not for today, thse feeling haihh sakit sangat rasanya.
im the ordinary person. who live with family, takde ramai kawan plus i build up my own journey only with a few supports which comes from family and from my friends (who actually friend and not the friend-friend type)
tapi, tak kacau orang pun hidup ni boleh jadi tunggang langgang. i dont know, maybe ada at certain point yang I sendiri underestimate kehidupan orang lain (padan muka aku lah kan) so I bet apa yang jadi ni kira macam akibat la orang melayu kata. heh. sakit sial, I cant even imagine this wud be hurt like this.
as for now, bila dah jadi macam ni. mestila kau nak berdoa for a good things. betul tak? betul la. nak impian jadi kenyataan. harapan, setiap manusia ada. eventho you dah tak boleh nak nampak dah harapan tu. tu la gunanya doa.
dahla, aku takde point tak borak apa.
this misery, cepat cepat lah pergi.
cepat lah pergi.
tolong ah tolong
